you know what mainstream church leaders tell you, that if you can't help being attracted to someone of the same gender, then try not to be involved physically. i.e be celibate.
When I was driving back home from tuition today, I was listening to the song We are the Reason, I suddenly felt how much I love Jesus, so much I would be obedient and be single till I meet a partner who believes in the same kind of God I believe in.
Geez, the next thought that came into my mind was, how many gay christians are there? What is the proportion of gay christians can I be attracted to? If I find someone I can be with, why am I so sure that we are compatible? So maybe, if I am so high on Jesus all the time, I prolly would not settle for anyone less, and hence, I will be single if I seek God intimately all the days of my life and am contented with Him in my life. Does it make sense?
And while we are at this trial and error at relationships, hence them not lasting for life, it's part of the plan to show us that maybe, we are better off being alone. Somebody, please prove me otherwise.
Alrighty. God is a joker sometimes. I will shake my head and laugh very loudly if He says that that is the way it is when I meet Him one day.
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actually, there ARE a lot of gay Christians.
:)
I realized of late many many new ppl in my social circle, whether it be the inner or peripheral, comprises of a lot of Christians!
So take heart, and relax. God will drop one on your lap when you least expect it.
*harrrgz*
xxoo
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