my friend said....

wah. I have been writing a lot. That's prolly cuz I have been talking very little. Sigh. I have a lot of pent up stuff in me.

anyway, that was not what my friend said. My friend said...

"do a proper grief, cry, lose weight, feel like shit, no appetite, let it all go. That's the only way to heal. You have to. Then when you feel like you have had enough of feeling like shit then can you move on."

I told her I got to work. I am teaching a P6 class, I am in charge of ACES day at the end of August and Graduation Day at the end of the year..

Sigh.

My colleague/"ex" christian/tennis coach/fellow PE trained teacher/quite a good friend asked me for the 3rd time since last week if I was okay. Today, he commented I have been looking blue. I always thought I would be okay at work. But obviously not. If not, it must be that he knows me very well (which I don't really think so) , or it's the Holy Spirit telling him something (more likely), or that I looked really bad (not so likely especially when I think my face looks brighter after recolouring my hair, but then again, I am PMSsing so... ). I also dun know la.

Time to read the bible. Poof!
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