I had been having quite a bit of things on my plate, and my heart has been a little unsettled from a combination of all these things overwhelming me. Thankfully, The worship sessions helped set my eyes on Jesus' finished work on the cross and God assured me through the sermons so I felt at peace.
I sounded my P out about part-time teaching, and it has not been positive because I am neither, married, pregnant or have kids. I was just thinking today, that I really enjoy talking to people in church, catching up with people, doing follow up during the weekends, preparing for CG, reading reading, worshipping God, practising the guitar.. All these though encouraged me spiritually, however, these more often than not makes me physically, mentally and sometimes emotionally tired and I end up not being able to give 100% @ work. I want to take a break because I don't think it's good testimony to produce sub-standard work. I want to take a break when I am doing well @ work. I was just imagining taking half the teaching load, which of course comes with half pay, but I could pretty survive that for a year, and how I would be able to spend more time with people.
I commit this issue to the LOrd. I am still praying. Still not quite sure what next year holds. But I will know it when the Lord gives and when He speaks. I am getting more acquainted with the peace that the Lord gives of late.
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