Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Make her yours too

Met YM. Good catch up plus she tested me on the 5 Psalms while signing to them. So cute. Prayed quite a bit together too.
supposedly CG day
Changed to a good dinner @ Crystal Jade plus coffee at  TCC.
9 peeps in total
Saw mainstream churchmate on way to Crystal Jade. Good that my companion looks straight. Closeted. Sigh.
Saw mainstream churchmate walking into Crystal Jade too. Nearly fainted. Peeped at who she was meeting, and nearly fainted again. My DG member, the full time CC staff. 
Good we had that corner.
TCC: One of them shared her coming out journey with us. Coming out to her mentor in church and ex CGL. So brave.
I have been thinking about sharing with my DG members too. One by one of course.
Scared about the repercussions.
Crossroads right now about my ministry. To serve in Covenant or PLUSH. 
The moment I typed the above, I thought. It feels wrong to say: Choose between Covenant or PLUSH. 
How come not Covenant or FCC? 
Because FCC doesn't resonate with my heart. 
It feels at home yes, but I can't place my finger to why I don't make my MRT stop @ FCC.
Maybe it's not time?
Pray. God will usually reveal.
Talked to J about PLUSH on way back. Prayed. Prayed. Prayed. When we work, we work, when we pray, God works.

Being terribly  ministered by this song by New Creation Church. Can't find the video for it. Just got to make do with the lyrics

Only You - NCC

Jesus, You have won me with your love
Now my heart belongs to you
You're my Saviour, my King
With You I have everything
In my life there's only you

Only  you , you die to set me free
Now I'm yours for all eternity
Only you, can love me like you do
My desire, my life, only you.

Jesus, when I look into your eyes
I know everything will be all right
Here in your embrace
I 'm humbled by your grace
With my life I worship you

Only you, you die to set me free
Now I'm yours for all eternity
Only you, can love me like you do
My desire, my life, only you.

I must learn how to play this on piano. It's a piano piece. Then teach PLUSHies the song.
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