Friday, August 29, 2008

If only..

These two words sort of lifted up my mood in the afternoon. I lolled around in bed for a full half an hour feeling a sian-ness at 6a.m. in the morning!

After I read someone's blog about how she just dates without feeling very much for her date, I thought about how people might get jaded after failed relationships so they go out, not willing to feel much until the other party shows that they are interested. It was then I realised that I am not jaded after all. It's a thin line to draw between having bad self-control and not being jaded. I was prepared to get burnt, just so I will feel alive. On normal days and occasions, I wouldn't go out on a Wednesday night and be willing to stay out late if I have a major event on Thursday morning.

The adrenalin keeps me going.

On another note, the event was a huge success for both the morning and the afternoon sessions. I am so thankful. I danced Bangra 4 times in half an hour. Phew. And I am glad it's finally over!

I thank God for prayer warriors. :)
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