This is not pertaining to the area of generosity. Sometimes, I think I have to give less that way. My emotions get the better of me sometimes and wisdom doesn't always triumph over emotions.
I am talking about humility, something I have been praying for God to work on. I can think too highly of myself sometimes. I got to work a balance between having a positive self-esteem and thinking that I am better than somebody else. It's not detrimental when the only person who gets affected is myself, but when that sort of arrogance comes through the subconscious, what tends to happen is that unknowingly, I think of someone more lowly than they actually are and then I treat them less of the special and unique person that God has created them to be. I feel disgusted with myself when I pick that up sometimes. I think the idea is not to be presumptous. I repent and pray for a continued molding of my character and my heart.
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