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I started on Romans two days ago! Yay! I have been craving to read the bible since a week ago. It was great to get started! I was pretty certain I was suffering withdrawal symptoms from not reading the bible daily. My daily source of foodddddddd..

this week has been pretty eventful. I found myself more focused though and I do think taking time to pray helps focus what is important and necessary. Found myself taking some active steps to do what I was meant to. I reckon it's after the weekly swim and pray session. I am starting to pray more as well.. I am starting to pray in tongues too when I am listening to worship music while I am driving. Those moments of intimacy with the Lord felt good.

My DG met up for dinner @ M hotel on Saturday. One of the gals had a free hotel room voucher and we ended up dapao-ing to eat in the room. When we were sitting around the bed sharing, I thought I felt safe to come out to the other 3. My DGL and the other girl already knew about me.. Why do I feel like coming out to them? Well, one is that I feel that I am not able to be honest with them totally about my life and it makes me feel miserable. I am not able to share about how I am serving @ FCC and how I have grown in my walk with God through the past two years, much more than I did for the rest of my life as a christian. I cannot share about PDA opportunities I have. Secondly, I felt the other 3 would be open enough to at least not try to counsel me on the sin of being gay/homosexual acts etc..Time did not permit for me to share because I had to rush off for L's party.

K booked the suite for the party at Ascott @ Raffles Place. The parking was $15 because there was no parking @ Ascott and parking next door @ Hong Leong Finance cost $12 after 11p.m.! The SH and I arrived @ about 945p.m. Wouldn't be nice to leave by 11..

I will prolly send the 3 an email as soon as I am able to ..

I have to stop writing because I have to start marking.. Such is the life of a teacherrrrrrr...
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