I think I have finally figured out why I keep going back to Australia. The thought came to me as I was taking a lovely drive down a familiar road 2 nights ago. It was an upslope and I recalled driving to this part of Brisbane before with my ex. We had stopped the car then and enjoyed the view of the stars above us for a few minutes.
As that moment came to mind, I suddently felt a deep sense of loneliness. I wish then the SH was there to share these nice moments with me. I felt then that without someone special to spend my life with, life would not be as colourful. Strange I would feel this way since I was mostly happy when I was single. It was quite a foreign feeling, to know that I would feel that those special moments could only be felt with a loved one and it wouldn't feel that special anyway else.
So.. I guess the reason why I kept going back to Australia, was how Brisbane really feels like home to me. The 2 years I spent living there were the best times of my life so far. In going back, I could be a little closer to those sweet memories.
I am looking forward to sharing moments more wonderful than those 2 years wtih the SH in time to come. Till then, let me find a way to fix my Aussieland addiction :)
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