Wednesday, December 2, 2009

God is good..

I was sitting on the sofa having my breakfast and reading the papers when I was led to reflect on what God has been doing in my life.

I realised how my journey with Him had changed in the past 2 years. When I was learning and serving in Covenant, I learnt a lot about God from the preaching of His word, I learnt a lot about growing in depth in God, about service and the growth it can bring. I was encouraged and inspired. However, it was only when I had the chance to put that into practice when I was involved in FCC and Plush that true learning really took place.

I remembered my prayer very frequently then that He would transform me from inside and make me a better person, a better testimony, that He would deal with who I am inside and fix me up. And I had seen the process this morning, on how he has been doing just that through the circumstances that He had allowed me to be in. For once in my life, I had to struggle to do what is right. I learnt how to rely on Him to deal with my handicaps; my insecurities, my emotions, my heart. I learnt to look within and look for Him during the times when no one else could help.

I am so grateful for that. I am sure this journey has not ended and I am not sure where I am headed, but I am surely praying that I will keep my eyes fixed on Him and walk in step with Him because I am certain He will bring me to the place where He wants me to be.
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