boo!

After I came out to A, we have grown a lot closer. For one, I don't feel that I have to hide what I do with my time anymore. I stop short of sharing details of the sweetheart and myself. I better give her more time to get used to the new old me. We spend quite a bit of time together and sometimes, I think she' s more gay than I am. She is quite fixated on breasts and the female form lor. And she will joke with my other colleague that she wouldn't mind experiencing something with a woman.

Anywayz, I often play the role of a listener when I am with her especially now that she is going through mid life crisis and the troubles the crisis brings. I hear about what she has to share regarding her life, her life with her husband (in all aspects), her life with her newfound friends, her life with her son, her life in relation to work, studies, church.. anything and everything else. Sometimes what she shares causes me to reflect, reflect on the future. She has been married for 15 years and she often shares about married life and the different stages of marriage. She shares about temptation and what keeps her from straying. She is in a way showing me it's possible to be in a long term relationship and stay faithful and loving. It's cool :)

Holidays are starting, finally! :)
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