Just today, while still busying myself sorting out stuff at my new workstation, along with consolidating the Farewell Night feedback and file to hand over to the new teacher-in-charge, and lots of other stuff, I kept being reminded that I have yet translate my testimony in mandarin properly, and I have yet to learn the evangecube in mandarin too. On top of that, I got to prepare resources for teaching for the mission trip, and also plan out the worship schedule and prepare the worship songs and songsheets, all before I leave for Perth this Thursday.
I was lamenting silently about the decision of going for this mission trip because honestly, as i have shared before. Missions is not in my heart. I do not mind going for mission trips, but I just do not have that burning desire for missions. Somewhere along the line, I can't feel that same heartbeat as the Lord's.
While using the Mission 100 devotional in preparation for this Sunday's meeting, I was led to read Jonah 4, where Jonah was more concerned about justice being done than the salvation of the 120 000 peeps in Nineveh. So take the Jonah out of me and let me feel in my heart the importance of missions, that is what the Lord led me to pray, remembering ultimately, that missions is ultimately the work of God, not us, that we are privileged to be called to serve in this manner.
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