Ezer

me too tired to blog an essay. Some random thoughts for the past few days:

ezer leaves me deep in thoughts almost everytime, and the thoughts are not necessarily good. I am trying to figure out where God is in the midst of the discussion. I am trying to figure out what God wants me to learn through the sessions. The only thing that comes to mind right now, is that conventional christianity is no longer the in thing of this season. It is radical christianity that is, but I am not very sure, whether the discussion that goes on during ezer is beneficial or edifying to everyone/most people who attends..

I don't feel particularly edified and encouraged but I do feel the need to dig deeper into what I believe in because those "cliche" answers do not work for some of them, regardless of whether the experiences I have with God is real or life changing. And I can understand why.

Oh dear, reminds me of what Pastor preached the previous Sunday, about the need for the thorns in our lives so that they will drive us to desperation and then cause us to fix our eyes back on the cross again. Maybe He thinks I got to stop being happy and contented in His presence and get back to Earth to settle real things! :)

Aiya, I really didn't intend to write so much. I just went with the flow.
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