Monday, November 10, 2008

2 biiiiiiiggggggg baaaaddddd news....

I so need a drink.

I am internally appointed as the Health Education Coordinator.

That is not good news because that means no more oily fried food and no more bubble tea.

More importantly, it means more work. And prolly more meetings and the need to come up with some project or campaign that comes along with the title.

I have already indicated to my P and my RO that I am happy status quo, that I am not ambitious, and that I do not wish to climb the ladder, and that's the reason why I am happy with just being a teacher, nothing else.

Obviously, the management and leadership do not go with the culture of asking if someone wants to take up leadership positions or not. They just give.

Big sigh.

I really appreciate my free time to do other stuff non work related.

And then.... I learnt that I inherited a Low Ability Class with the infamous 4 heavenly kings, the worst in the level so I heard.

2 of them do everything together. They are inseparable. They jumped down from the 2nd storey of the building together, they vandalise cars together, they bully each other, they bully others together.. and blah blah blah.. And they are just 10 this year. WHy do they still put them together in the same class?

It is not so much teaching a low ability class that is disturbing. At the best, they will be attentive and they would want to learn. But most of the time, they are not interested in learning, and with the 4 notorious boys disrupting the class in the middle of lessons, I foresee a year of challenges. Difficult challenges.

It is at times like this, i am reminded to hold on to the promises of God, that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. And that I am MORE THAN a conqueror, not just a conqueror, but more than a conqueror in Him. ARGH....

I believe everything happens for a reason. And I would know next year what the reason is. I just wait in fear and trembling. Maybe that's the point of the sermon on Sunday. His grace is sufficient for me and His strength is made perfect in my weakness.
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