Random Saturday posting

More than a few people have commented that the way I sound when I blog is very different from who I am face to face. What were some responses? "you are very not serious when you write" "you sound like an ah lian when you write". "I didn't know there's this crazy side of you", "you don't sound very educated from the things you blog about" :)

To all the responses, all I got to say is that I am still human. That's one reason why my blog is locked. Blogging helps me write about how I really feel about certain matters and issues. It is in writing that thr depth of emotions in me is released without feeling like I am troubling my audience to hear me out. Sometimes I share about how I am human and weak too. Though I know I am relatively resilient compared to most people, I get extremely discouraged when I experience setbacks too. Though I look like I may not care about how people look at me, I am very self- conscious. Though I may seem carefree and worry free, I am actually still human and highly sensitive to, hence affected by things around me. Though it may seem that I am extravagent and not concerned about saving money, I have made both short term and long term plans in my finances. Though I seem frivolous, fickle-minded and change my mind in the split of a second, there is deep in me, a need for stability, consistency and security. Though I may appear that I don't need someone special in life, I am a sucker for love and a hopeless romantic.

I think I am more of who I am when blogging than in real life and I think only people I feel very close to will see that childlike/childish (both different but co-existing) part of me. 

I am in a nutshell, random and a bit crazy which makes the emotional part of me evident. :)) random posting on a Saturday evening. God made me who I am and I am thankful I am able to show all sides of me to certain people in my life. :)
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