Post-Menstrual Syndrome

I have been experiencing PMSsing feelings. Not the negative sort, but I was rather emotional though my period had just ended. Maybe I am experiencing sympathetic PMS.

My heart breaks for this couple who had broken up. It's painful. And I can feel it. I seldom feel emotional for myself, and less so for others.

My mum told me my god-grandaunt fell in the toilet and had a blood clot in her head. She said the doctor said she's too old to go through the operation. I am not close to her though I vaguely remembered that she insisted on giving us ang pows when we were very young though she was not married. When we were that young, 10 dollars per ang pow is a great amount. I don't remember her being very rich. I felt emotional thinking about her in hospital. I thought a lot about why my mum had told me the news. She didn't seem like she wanted to visit together with me. She said she has visited and usually goes in the afternoon (which means we can't go together since I am working). I told her to pass me the details of her ward etc but she had not passed them to me. I thought, maybe the reason why she told me was not because she wanted me to visit. Maybe she was hoping that I would /could pray for a miracle? I felt sad that my god-grandaunt had to die eventually. I don't wish to go and cry especially when I know I am not so strong emotionally right now.
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