people who won't know me well prolly won't know that I am actually very fragile inside. Because I feel so much and am so sensitive to things that happen around me, I hurt much easily than many others. But some people who don't know me well also don't know that I am pretty resilient. I bounce back very quickly after intially getting upset and heartbroken. Optimism helps.
And know what? All praise to God. I am able to be who I am because He loves me enough to make me open myself to be vulnerable and be hurt. And I continue to open myself up, sometimes continually having my heart broken (not just by lovers) until wisdom says it's better to walk away. My optimism and resilience comes from God too. I am very assured of the fact that He is sovereign, He is in control and He loves me. So when bad things happen, I choose to look to Him, the author and perfector of my faith and am certain that tomorrow will be a better day.
He is a good God.
.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment