early morning post

I saw photos of langkawi on my colleague's FB photo album. I wanted to ask her if she went to the bird park and the zoo. I so don't think I want to go to Langkawi looking at her photos. Decided not to be mean.

So I have decided not to go for the Tioman trip. SH asked me a question just now. She asked if I would go if she was going. I told her that I will probably go. Her going would up the incentive of going. Does that mean that she's the reason why I did not go? I don't think so. I respect that we were supposed to have this time apart (not intentionally) and I will give her the space that was originally hers even though I am in Singapoarae. I don't wish that she will grow tired of meeting me too often. Sigh. I do feel insecure about stuff like that from time to time.

The main reason why I decided not to go was because I could feel that my immune system is somewhat weak. Being on the brink of falling sick is going to be complicated when I come back from overseas. And I am not about to get myself into bad books and trouble when I can anticipate that. Already as it is, my P was unhappy about the Tioman trip ending a day before school starts, and that was before the H1N1 started. Plus... so much work. Darn. I really hope this is my last year teaching.

I bought a thermometer from 7-11 and have been checking my temperature since. Great game of badminton as usual. I shall attempt to book more courts before I sleep. Early day tomorrow!
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