Dear God,

Why do some not understand me
And those who understand, ain't always around

Why are they not able to see my heart
And those who see, remain silent

Why is it wrong to run away from something that is bad for my soul
Why do I get affected by issues that I cannot do anything about
Why do I mull over matters that aren't good for me
Why do I feel so deeply and think so much

Because I am only human.
I have emotions
and I am no saint.

Yet I know the consequences of venting.
What good does it do to those who hear?
Nothing.

In situations like such
is this called sacrificial
or is it pure silliness

Yes, God. I am still waiting for your answer.
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