I feel like that sometimes. And together with the combination of my dad's situation, the heavy workload at work, ministry committments and the culmination of PMS over this busy weekend, I felt an overwhelming sense of weakness and vulnerability (I wonder if the word vultures came from the word vulnerable).
I realise that at times like this, I tend not to be very resilient towards negativity. On ordinary days, by God's grace, I usually am able to handle my own negativity (if any) quite adequately. What's adequate? It means having reserve energy to handle others' negativity too. But this weekend, on top of two bad news regarding two people close to my heart, I felt quite a significant level of distress as I hear about some negativity about work and colleagues from a dear one, because I didn't have the energy to cope with it. Thankfully, things worked out towards the end. And all is well now.
God's words came floating in front of my eyes this very minute: It is well, it is well, with my soul. (along with the music).
I love Jesus, really do.
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