Monday, April 18, 2011

While the plane is delayed...

I am currently listening to Chris Tomlin's songs and reading the book "developing an effective worship ministry". This random thought came quite suddenly and I realize that I have changed quite significantly since last year.

This year, though I am still as essygoing as before (I hope), I find that I am able to be more assertive. I am able to ask for things more easily. I speak up more readily. I do not have to speak when I have nothing to say.  I am able to have the courage to be honest with some of my friends when I feel it's appropriate to do so and when the timing is right. I am more rested, less frivolous. I generally feel I am in a more stable state much more than a year ago.
 
Yeh. I feel like I hold a greater amount of authority. It could be that I have grown older. It could be because of a more deeply seated security in who I am as a child of God. I dunno. Signing off now.
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