strange and unnecessary

so many people come to talk to me about so many things. There are a few occasions when both parties in a relationship/previous relationships came to me and confided in me. I think that's when paranoia comes in play. Maybe they can't figure out how I can listen to both parties. Maybe they think I gossip about both parties behind their backs.

But I don't. This thought came to me on my 5 hour journey to KL (more about that later).

I think that was how one of the unpleasant situations arose. I was pretty close to this gal. But I was very close to her ex-gf too. Then I was also talking/communicating with the people who are not very happy with her. On top of that, this gal stepped on the nerves of this other high profile person who is pretty gum with me. Her accusation about me (to 2 people so far) was that I gossiped behind her back and told people things that she had told me. I have been wondering and thinking how that could happen. Twice, i directly approached her (once over email and another face to face) to ask if there was anything she liked to clarify with me. There was no response to the email and she changed subject and walked away when I asked her face to face. I tried, didn't I? I surely prayed. I think she's just not ready to talk about stuff. Strange given she's quite aggressive and confrontational. I just hope I won't hear from another person about what she says about me. If not...... I will...... sigh.. actually, I don't know what i will do. Poor me. Sometimes I feel sorry for myself sometimes.

God help me.
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