Wednesday, July 29, 2009

NCC's songs...

helped me meditate a lot today. I don't know how to explain, but their songs just have a way to make me feel loved and this feeling rolls over to all other aspects of my life. I am still struggling though, not to cruise through work. It feels terrible to know that I am not giving my best. For the first time today, I wish my part-time teaching application will not be approved. So tired.

I should learn to be more contented than I already am. Initially, I even considered teaching my students for free after resigning from teaching. Now even when there is a possibility that I am able to do part-time teaching and get paid half pay for it (for half load), I was being calculative thinking that I probably will earn more giving tuition. I really need to be thankful for so much grace already given.
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